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HER SECRET NO. 4


It’s a special day…
Very very special day… 
she started to plan all the best possible surprises that she can. Her excitement level is at all its heights. She is preparing everything to make someone feel special without knowing her preparation are going to be just in her memories in all those preparations will be of zero values one day.
She was caring-ANOTHER SECRET OF HER.
Caring for people, pampering, making them happy, becoming the reason of happiness for others is her kind of care putting all possible efforts to make someone happy made her happy too.
Her action.
Her feelings.
Her emotions.
Her likes or dislikes.
Even her self was never taken care of…
Sometimes she felt what was her fault?
Caring for others was her fault?
Loving others was her fault?
Makin others happy was her fault?

Being alone sometimes she wondered, how difficult would it have been if her life was just a happy crazy life without any difficulties.

How would she have learnt to tackle the problems?
How would she have learnt to be strong?
How would have she learnt to keep smiling in every situation?
How would have she realised that DARKNESS can be so satisfying?

How would she??



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  1. Prasanna ShekhawatNovember 29, 2020 at 4:46 AM

    You are stronger than you think girl. You have superpowers. The power of writing soo beautifully. I am always there for you to listen all you shit. No demands, no complaints.. I promise you love❤ Proud of you💫

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  2. Rajat GoyalNovember 30, 2020 at 1:13 AM

    What saddens me is knowing the actual event you are talking about here. But i am always proud of you for staying strong after everything

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  3. Rajdeep ChakravertyNovember 30, 2020 at 11:00 AM

    Hits the heart ♥️👏👏👏👏
    Very well written

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